Thursday, December 03, 2009
The heat from the sun.
The comfort of the attire.
The speed of the throw.
The thrill and the excitement.
The 'piang' upon contact.
The pant as you run.
The shouts from all the people.
The smiles on their faces.
The wetness of the rain.
The weight of the, uhm, weights.
The lunch and water breaks.
The chilling out after everything.
well i can continue on and on, but yea. SOFTBALL IS BACK to my life =)
but after months of staying at home and not moving, abit of pt could kill. Left me and b totally shagged. and i woke up aching all over.
But the feeling of your body aching is shiok. I miss that too. xD
Now that As over, there's finally time to chill and relax ourselves. I totally lost track of the days la, i thot like a week had past but actually my paper just ended only 3days ago. And i wake up thinking that everyday is a friday. Woops.
But did alot of things in these few days too. Played l4d2! Shop! Soccer! Shop! Sball! Guitar! Swim! Shop! Shop! Winning Eleven! Pack room! I think i shopped alot liao. Got everything ready for prom already, left misc items like bling bling and whatever. So far spent $119 in total, thats pain to the pocket. But you'll be expecting a dashing young lad on monday night =)
AND OMG. I screwed up my chance of getting this lovely thing too!
AHHH it's like so close to dropping! Then i screwed it up totally, missed and pushed it nearer to the glass instead. Then the kiap kiap thing can no longer reach it. =( My stitchhhhhhh.
Sigh. There goes 4bucks.
Oh yea, went to clarke quay to celebrate Eunice's birthday with the class. On some random day i forgot. The restaurant sells nice dishes, all the fried fishes and oysters. Free flow of tartar sauce too. But zzz they dun give icewater. Liddat also can. So me and leng they all went to 7-11 to buy big glup. Eh i dun like the cashier dude, keep following me ard
Sat by the river and talked for quite some time. The tranquil lights around the area can be quite emo at times. Realised i havent been spending alot of time with my class, and the As have ended already. Hope there can be more gatherings next time, coz my class has really a bunch of nice people.
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Pics from Des camera. DSLR wor.
oh and i cleaned my room! Like real clean. Emptied all my cupboards and sorted everything out nicely. Actually i sorted out econs immediately after the paper. Only did the rest of them today. Kinda proud of myself.
Econs!
Going clockwise, econs, bunch of papers(CTs, Promos, Prelims), PW, Maths, Phys, Chem. Lazy to take out Gp, its packed somewhere high up.
I realised I did the most for maths, and its like thinner than the sciences. And surprisingly the physics stack is the thickest.
Stacked up!
Its almost as tall as me when im sitting down!
Abit bu she de to throw everything away. Sigh but i dunno what to do with them if i keep too. zzz
Tmr going clubbing!
Sat's STJ! Whee besides mok and melv, who wanna come my place overnight mj! =)
Its hard to say that I'd rather stay
Awake when Im asleep
Cause everything is never as it seems
Awake when Im asleep
Cause everything is never as it seems
Wednesday, November 18, 2009
Its like a going through a maze.
Yes you start off, fresh and determined. But unknown of whatever that's in place for you. Once it starts you burst in, putting every step forward with ease and leaving a trail of confidence. But good things never last long. You'll inevitably hit your first dead end, but its okay. Just turn back and move on. And guess what, another dead end. As time passes, the maze gets progressively harder. The further you move, the more dead ends you meet. That rock hard determination of yours is getting feeble, and you wonder how long you can last. At times you just simple stop and stare in disdain at that empty wall, as though its belittling you and your frail attempt. The implacable duress may just crumble you and leave you on your knees with nothing but a distraught mind. The fray has left you exhausted and close to tears.
But you just cant give up. There are many others like you trying to conquer the maze as well. Every moment spent in sorrow is putting you in a more unfavourable position. You had to go on, pick yourself up and sally forth. Your fellow fraternity is waiting for you, giving you utmost encouragement perpetually. No matter how bitter it may seem, the inexorable spirit of yours will eventually bring you to the end, finishing this chapter with your head held high.
The bloody As.
You wont want to go thru it twice.
& it just gets worst and worst after each paper.
Im saying goodbye to taking econs or business in uni.
If you think today's paper is bad, wait till tomorrow comes. and the day after. The more you progress the weaker you become, kena slaughtered mercilessly by the day. Fking sian of everything already, but giving up is not an option. Halfway there liao, and by giving up its like not doing justice to the effort you'd put in.
Just 5 more exam days. Push on!
On a lighter note, i've tried to find few new muggy places. From bk at novena to the concourse at SMU, and even to the starbucks at ttsh, i think woodlands lib still pawns.
@ttsh.
haha woodlands is the love.
spent my morning photoshopping abit, otherwise my face will be black.
and i met my two lovely juniors last weekend. In an unconventional way too. One like in the early morning and about to leave the country and the other immobilized in the hospital. Ah nevertheless, enjoy your hols!
My econs is gone alr. Im restoring my physics from the recycle bin; maybe there's hope for me in engineering instead.
im already looking forward to the activities after As. A good incentive to keep the muggy mood up. =)
Tuesday, October 20, 2009
For the sake of my GP, i shall practise my summary.
1) Swimming is shiok!
2) Especially after a few games of badminton in sch.
3) Jogged for 30min ard the neighbourhood with jing! Approx 4km+
4) Ate instant noodles bought from japan! Taste way better than Singapore ones. And it really contains what is seen on the picture.
oishii! 
oishii x2
oishii x3 im eating the naruto thingy!5) Seaweed too. Mum bought, then realised its Korean instead.
anneyong!6) Super efficient on Monday. Did Gp test, Chem p2, an econs essay and chem p3. Even managed to include bball.
7) But the rest of the week is slack
8) Keyword's no longer alohomora; its BANKAI!
9) Bleach is cool. Way cool.
10) Got owned while going consul. Yes, failed attempt to sneak into lib without uniform/jacket.
11) Damn. Hate ppl who gives up on me. Din do what u promised. Attitude, childish, petty, what an educator.
12) I realised small ppl drive big car very funny. xD
13) Miss gym
14) Cant believe leng watch finish 1 litre of tears without crying. Not human at all. I listen soundtrack alone like close to tears can.
15) Singapore idol cui. i think i can sing better than
16) Miss singing too.
17) Good horse dun eat the grass behind.
18) 4v3 soccer, score's 2-4. Guess who hat trick? =)
19) Found a new mugging hideout in school.
20) Farewell assembly sucks. Scold us, expect us to score 3As, bore us, attempt to rob us, what else?
21) But the bball that followed rocks. And sball too. And photo-taking. Not to forget Johnson and his loot of icecream. THANKS YOU'RE DA MAN!
22) PorPor Bday! Go see photos on Fb.
23) Good Mornings and Good Nights.
24) Bleach rocks. I cant place more emphasis on this.
25) Nk is back from Beijing! He got me this cool thing too.
26) Monday is the best for mugging.
27) Why?
28) Went with Des to Woodlands lib, from opening to closing. Felt more accomplish then i first learn how to walk.
mugger!29) Ahahha
30) Supper's gone!
31) Kinda restless during GP. Tio whack by Kaur xD
32) Econs lecture shifted to classroom. But useful.
33) Mugged at hiding spot again! Gay-ed with B.
34) The uncle stinks. Woops.
35) Enlisting on 4th Jan!
35) Im finally posting this.
36) And word count's over 120. 1 pic= 1000words so yea.
37) Oh yea, blog's bday's like 2days ago. Happy 4th bday!
Chem mock test tmr. Good luck yea!
Thursday, October 08, 2009
Ah I love sleeping in.
Been catching a mere 4 hours of sleep these few days. Thanks to a new addiction, and sometimes overwhelmed by the urge to mug. It would be more practical to assume the former thou.
Been catching alot of naps too. Like an hour everyday after I reach home. Its a good way to freshen up. Power naps, as termed by jing. Thou i seriously hope it wun persist on... then good luck for my afternoon papers lo. xD
Gah my parents flight got delayed. Did i mentioned they're going on a hol? Without me and my gor once again zzz. They're supp to fly over to japan while i was
Shits i think i just missed my bus. Okay im like drafting my post while walking towards interchange. Tell me where can u find such a dedicated blogger?
Hope my parents have a safe journey leh. Besides the inclement weather, I heard an earthquake's due soon...really hope they'll enjoy themselves safely.
Hope they'll buy me some nice stuff too! =)
Damn. 156A. It doesnt reach school.
Come to think of it. Its the last day of sch tmr. Officially, but not really coz we still need to go back for workshops and tests and lectures and consultations. Speaking of which, i havent been sleeping in lessons despite my lack of sleep. Not even in the most boring of lessons! Ok mayb just 5min during wed's chem. Its kinda touch to keep both your ears and eyelids open to someone critising his rival every 5 seconds.
Haha doodling is fun! Guess the following sketch! Winner gets to pei me for this home-alone weekend.
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ok im back home!
and yup. took a nap again =)
i guess finally i got back all my prelims result. Certainly there's improvement, but not very good. Did a few nights of reflecting to myself. Prelims is a close measure of the amount of preparedness u have. At this point of time, i think close one eye also must get a C or B liao. But? Once again i failed to surprise myself again. I rmb the O lvl times man. Prelims is at the point where i feel that i can take O lvl anytime. But now im dearly wishing for more time to prepare. I can go into the exam hall and actually thinking of ways to smoke thru, and not how to answer the question. zzz this shd not be happening!
All is not lost. Having lost is not all too.
For a start, i realised that there are 2 subj which i havent failed before in my entire JC life. Well nearly, but thanks to moderation im safe. Haha...presenting GP and Econs!
Econs i got uhm. 48.4 i think. Case study totally failed. Thats the paper which i tried to smoke thru. Lucky my essay passed. For the non-JC dudes, 45 is considered a pass lo!
Chem is zzz. 53 only. I totally missed out 10marks worth of questions for paper 2 and 8marks worth of questions for paper 3 becoz im too slow. And sommore the calculations question i spent half the time doing are all wrong. Sayang la. =(
Phy even more zzz. I thot everything i do nicely budden all my answers are incomplete. And i happen to forget E=Blv. Costly. Overall's a poor 49.
Math is disappointing. I thot i could get an A after paper 1. Turns out i'd got lots and lots of careless mistakes, ended up with a B. But my paper 2 is screwed. While stats saved alot of ppl, i got owned by stats. 27/60 for stats leh! Overall zhun zhun 60. =/
GP ah. I dunno what happen. Previously is my essay higher than compre; now its the other way. Failed essay coz i think i got like 30over grammer errors and almost 10 expression errors. Pain pain. But still managed a 53.5. could have been wayyyy better.
nonono. i got scammed for phy, no mod! So phy's an E. Chem got mod thou, to C. so its a D BCDE. Looks cool but certainly not the grades you're supp to get during prelims. I shall transform the B and C to both As, and 2 other two to Bs. As for GP shall leave it to luck. xD
I counted 21sec for my phone camera to load. Gonna find time to upgrade my OS liao. Must have more fun with it before it starts to collect dust next year.
gay gay gay! Me and my fav guy xD
Mug hard! Dont think i'll be blogging often liao.
Oh and go for prom! Even Jerone's going too! =)
Wednesday, September 30, 2009
heyheyhey!
i hope i'd gotten darker now. =)
Had been in the scorching sun for like 3+ hours playing tennis with zh melv and kw. Tennis is totally cool. Still rmb last year PAE everyday got free period will play, smth yip will play with us too! Whee can really say my tennis improved quite abit, thou i still smack some balls out of the court. Cant help it, im used to home-runs =)
While the few of us are tennissing, the other half of the class went to play lan again. Wa siao, 5 straight hours of lan leh! If its me i sure KO halfway. Budden they found this shop 50cents per hour only, so like 5hours only $2.50. Cheap!
Haha accidentally ponned chem lecture. Thou we were already late, we still wanted to go one la, but we immediately turned back to the exit when we see that our rows were like super filled. Hah then we bumped into Tey and she got a shock xD but she din really insist we go chem, just go for her phy can liao xD Anyway chem wun be productive too coz i din bring the blue book.
oh and the day after tennis i totally KO-ed. The moment i reach home i just stood under the cold shower for 10min and slept all the way till dinner. watch the final epi of tangxinfengbao and go back to sleep. zzz
Oh and a quite nice song by avenged sevenfold. Not those heavy rock kind. Prolly the only song i'd listen from their album. Its Jing's intro again. Haha troubled boy!
eh tmd. he got a high B for maths and a high C for phy still not happy. yesyes i know just a mark away to the next grade budden its good liao! ok mayb not good enough but hey, u got the desire to score higher and thats more than really getting an A liao. The next A would be during A lvls! =)
and someone took my black socks that day during soccer! own up!
its been a long time since i got last at smth. and whole sch knows.
that kinda sucks.
that kinda sucks.
Saturday, September 26, 2009
woohoo
even before prelims ended, celebration has begun. =)
like after chem paper on tues, went shopping after such a long time! To get leng his bday present. Haha then an emergency happened xD Eh he doesnt really like a third of his present. And i thot he wld have been thrilled by it. Must use it till A lvl okay?
oh and wed was a blast! Played soccer with np and the chs gang! From 7.30 all the way till 12plus la. That's like an amazing 4 hours under the sun. Its really tmd hot, and haha alot of ppl used the cap i brought to shield the sun. and to act cool xD it's been hell long since i moved my legs la, sprinted up and down trice and im too tired move liao.
Then it seems that chs prelims are over on that same day too. We saw irwin and kopi and some other sec4s coming to kick ball too. Played with them and woa, i finally scored a goal xD Somehow playing with others more shiok, coz u got a stronger mentally of not wanting to lose, then u'll play harder.
I got abit blacker too! Ok not much actually. I wonder why... =(
After that went b's house to sleep and shower and mug. Hahha slept more than we mugged, and guess what! Met glen on the bus on the way home! Seems like he's out playing instead of mugging for phy too xD
Thur was phy paper 1. So so lah the paper, but got alot of careless. Like rounding off 2.317 to 2.30 instead of 2.32. zzzz
i finally get the chance to throw ball! With b and lan. Haha got one day jing came my house and we wanted to throw ball after that. But after mugging it rained. So we PCC instead. Hoi. PCC is healthy okay, he won me like twice. Playing chinese chess needs skill.
oh yea, throw ball! I wanna throw ball again leh, that day only throw awhile nia then have to leave for leng's place. Coz tty was like waiting for us for more than 30min lo. Haha i still havent done his card yet, shall do later. Ok i wonder why i keep digressing. So yea went his house for the third time! This time i spent most of my time sleeping in the sofa. =) But sigh, they ate icecream behind my snores, and nvr save any for me. bleh.
watched movie after that. thanks to b, i think we kinda wasted our aftn away at cine. GAMER is seriously damn boring. The guy looked better when he acted as a Sparta. No hot actor or actress, no story plot, no climax, no nothing. Too sci-fi and the ending is kinda confusing too. Bad.
Walked ard Taka and Ion after that. Haha i think b had received more than 100 stares on that day la. What a fashion. xD But yea we had quite alot of fun walking ard. Its not the same old place that's fun, but its the company u walked with that brings about the joy and laughter. =)
Waa. & the apple juice smells like beer.
Friday's the best. Its as if A's are over.
Went to bowl in the
lucky i rmb kovan can bowl too!
but the rates are zzz. 3 games there can get 5 at farrer park. Plus change to go toilet. haha but fingers itchy la, so the five of us bowled for awhile. woa b long time no bowl still can own. i kinda wasted my first game, sigh. but at least i din lose my touch by too much.
i miss sports. i miss sprinting, jumping, bowling, sballing, kick balling, tennising... i really like to do sports. mayb not professionally, but getting to play and enjoy it makes me high. =)
even hello panda plays baseball too.ok then after bowl and lunch was some e-sports. Finding the lan shop is a difficult task already. B tried to gl some cathigh dude at a shop in bid of locating a lan shop. Din work thou. But the shop keeper's nice and eventually we found ourselves playing l4d. woops we're supp to kill zombies but somehow i killed b twice and pun once. paiseh!
what can be more awesome than to go over to your bff's place at night for some winning11, getting trashed, and watch tangxinfengbao2? Mayb its not the bff that's attractive, but the bff's pet.
He's arsenalised too.
upside down!
hello!!ahh too cute for words. find one day im gonna bring it home. xD
and the 99times i love him taiwan show is finally over! Can mug from 10 to 11 in peace lo!
oh yea. ytd went gym, like finally. sians my arms no longer got the ache till shiok feeling, only abit. But ytd did some sick core sets. A harmless cough can now kill becoz your abs happen to be utilized when u're coughing. ouch.
i got this uncomfortable lump down my throat and in part of my chest. Having a hard time drinking and eating and sometimes breathing. Shits man i dun wanna die.
and i was super lazy to buy toto. queue so long. but 9.5mil was super tempting sia. Sommore the facebook quiz said i was 72% lucky. Ahaha but the numbers i wanna buy din really tio. only 29?
and most of them is use quickpick one. shows that u shd leave your luck to random. Just now dinner was kinda random too. Me and mum sat on a random table at 205. Then suddenly we realised that my cousin was sitting behind us on the left, and our neighbours are sitting behind us on the right. Random!
and for the whole day today i only received 2 sms. From an unexpecting person too. But nah i know im still loved by everyone =)
Tuesday, September 15, 2009
i always blog at the wrong times.
budden again. how would u say what time wld be wrong?
when maths paper's tmr? nah.
i think im getting better at b&p. i think im pro at normal too. i think c&r is no kicks. i think. therefore i am.
ok quan's full of rubbish.
here's another piece of funny rubbish! Jing showed me and oh yes, im seriously amused by it!
hahaaha to all the minesweeper lovers!
got me! nk! grace! mayb jing? and someone...
=P
youtube is the bane of all muggers. now im starting to click here and there. and my mum's watching tv outside too. doesnt help one bit. im starting to get addicted to tv once again. with all the nice shows stretching from 8 to 11, it really takes discipline to stay seated in my room. of coz, there's youtube once again. ><
this show is damn funny! taiwan shows are all damn funny. its a good reason for me to take a walk ard my living every 10min or so. the song's nice too! even my mum knows how to sing xD
math math math. i love math 99 times.
Thursday, September 10, 2009
i loooove my bike.
locked and found. haha.
the lock just simply crumble after the third whack of the hammer. Guess that lock's pretty old liao. Imagine some random guy wanna steal my bike, it's sooo easy to just smash the lock and zoom off in 10sec.
but nah. im not that unlucky i guess =)
its another wasted day again today. zzz
there are opportunities for me to own myself too. fuck.
i just locked my bike outside the coffeeshop at 205. permanently. lock spoil. key doesnt work. GG. Lets hope that by announcing it on my blog wun raise the probability of it getting stolen.
im returning to it tmr with a hammer. and a saw. and everything potentially destructive in my toolkit. It'll be funny if im arrested for stealing my own bike. xD
& i lost my orange earpiece muff too. zzz
on the other hand, i gymed again. *flex flex
Wednesday, September 09, 2009
999
no. im not calling the police. it just so happens to be today's date.
opportunities come all the time.
These few days all the happenings are damn qiao. Like bumping into my grandma while going for dinner. Like bumping into a random neighbour on the bus. Like bumping into a friend while going sch. Like getting to go leng's house again after consol. And happen to get a lift all the way to bishan by his wonderful parents.
I just like the feeling of getting surprised. pleasantly that is. =)
went airport to study overnight on sat. not very productive coz that evening went gym. zzz and i walked the whole stretch of T1 and T2 and T3 at least twice each. bleh.
gossiping is a good way to perk up your spirit
let the panic factor sets in. Then mugging throughout the night wld be nth xD
3days of prelims down. 7 more to go.
i like making my own breakfast. ok thats random xD
mug hard!
A's starts in less than 2mths. wow.